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Today, there was light.
Today...Today I got to talk to Sydney for an entire hour on the phone. It might not seem so long to some of you but since my mother initially blocked her calls last year our calls have been limited to short snippets of conversation via the phones of friends. It was either that or XBox Live for us to talk. More often than not it's been through XBox Live...which is not always conductive to actual conversations considering my mother often comes in asking who I'm talking to, what I'm doing, etc.
But today...I was able to call her from a phone that was mine, while I was out shopping on my own (since Mother had a doctor's appointment randomly. YAY being abandoned for once). Most of that hour was spent wandering around Kohl's aimlessly, not really looking for anything, just so I could waste the time away talking to her. It was...wonderful. I missed the sound of her voice so much. I was so happy it was hard not to cry. I am looking forward to being able to call her more as I get back to school and I have drives home and breaks between classes to use up. ♥
Here's to hoping this means things on that end will continue to go well until I graduate and I can move out of here to a place we can call ours.
But today...I was able to call her from a phone that was mine, while I was out shopping on my own (since Mother had a doctor's appointment randomly. YAY being abandoned for once). Most of that hour was spent wandering around Kohl's aimlessly, not really looking for anything, just so I could waste the time away talking to her. It was...wonderful. I missed the sound of her voice so much. I was so happy it was hard not to cry. I am looking forward to being able to call her more as I get back to school and I have drives home and breaks between classes to use up. ♥
Here's to hoping this means things on that end will continue to go well until I graduate and I can move out of here to a place we can call ours.